I figured it out

holy shit

Everything you’ve ever done is because of where you are. Every environment is based on the people who are there, have been there in the past that you have observed or heard from people, or what you have heard about the place. Which then makes you feel unsafe or safe. At home I feel safe because I have consistently seen familiar people with predictable, friendly or non threatening behavior. Then in the public square we see many more people, and the majority of people are those that we have not had consistent interaction with. So thus we feel that we can’t keep our guard down because there is still the threat of safety. If you are in a foreign country, this is amplified because more variables are unknown to you. The same is true on the opposite spectrum, because people you have spoken to in the past have told you things about the normal state of the location when it comes to the people there, have been there in the past and their behavioral tendencies. This then pushes you to encode what is familiar with your internal operating system because you have a higher chance of survival. Proving that we are a species, and we act on environmental clues. This then brings the question people may have of “oh but I’m not scared when I go to a foreign country” but this works in perfectly because different people have different levels of tolerance or response to an unknown environment. This whole thing also brings to question God, because if we just found out that we are a species who acts upon former environmental cues, how can it be that something is controlling our behavior. It’s almost like we just respond to our environment, we just react. But this can also be reversed by saying that the whole reason to respond to the environment is because something is causing a change to the state of matter. We are matter, everything is matter, except for time. And how could it be that matter has moved without something moving it, how can matter just move itself, is it just a ripple from some sort of beginning? What caused the beginning? Verbs are also matter, sleeping, running, breathing are all matter. Your brain is changing states of matter in order to make you feel “sleep” , running is your matter telling other matter to move, breathing is your matter moving matter electrons to tell your matter to more matter out of your mouth (matter) in order to be combined with matter outside of your matter. The only thing that is not matter is time, because time is matter over time, different states of matter, different observations of formations of matter. Time is the moving of these states of matter multiple times over all over infinite moments that we have observed or perceived to have observed, by others. This then informs our current matter, about our environment's past matter. We then put an estimate to how many more moments have passed since an interaction with a scene of matter has occurred. And remember…everything is matter! So what is causing all this matter to move through “time” ? the space matter, material matter, non visible matter, the matter that makes up our body and your nourons, which drive our perception of reality, which we encode through matter, (moving of electrons, encoding memories, with matter into your brain matter), everything is matter! The only two ways this can be is if one thing caused all matter to move at “the beginning” and all that matter has been moving ever since, running into each other. This point however brings into question how we think and have consciousness, because we can seem to control matter! This then seems to mean that matter has a mind of its own, and every piece of matter interacts with every other either randomly or controlled by something. Which fits into the second way, that there is something controlling every piece of matter simultaneously through “time” for some reason. Could this be what we call “God” a force controlling the movement of all these infinite particles over “time”. Not sure. This then brings into question free will, because if we know we are matter, why not do the fullest extent of what our collection of matter wants to do. (Our collection of matter being our “being”, collected memories(matter) over time in a group of matter). So this could mean that our matter is concerned about future relations with other matter some time in the future (time over time), which makes you wonder why they would be concerned about future interactions with other matter if they are controlled by one thing that orchestrates all of this movement. Meaning that the individual pieces of matter are unimportant because they are all connected and part of a whole…(God?) Unless everything is random, and every piece of matter is just moving, and nothing is planned, that really could be the case but my matter isn’t sure about it, based on the collection of past interactions with matter over the past, projected into the future. There it is, everything is boiled down to what moves matter? I hope you all understand, if you have questions, email me @will.hoff24@gmail.com